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Yippie Yeah..
Monday, March 30, 2009

Monday 30 03 09..
wake up as early as 4 am
just to bake birthday cakes for Ayunie & Musfirah.
Have some difficulties to bake the cakes but quickly over come it as
I really want to make them surprise.
In school, meet Firah and told her to meet me after school at canteen and
so did I told ayunie.
After school, meet them at 2 but still have to wait for Tisha & Fatin as they still have lessons.
When everyone gather,
I take out the cake and show it to them..
I really hope that you guys like it.
So sing them a Birthday song and cut the cakes and everyone dig in.
Bear this in mind, as long as I do remember your Birthdays,
I will never fail to bake you guys cakes as you guys mean a lot and thanks for everything.
I really hope that you guys did like and remember how much I spent my time just to make a perfect cake for you guys.
Hope that you guys really do enjoy the cakes.


Currently inschool waiting for his msg..

Today wake up at around 4 am just to bake cake for ayunie & firah.
Have a hard time baking.
But the cake do turn out well.
So went to school at around 6:30 and text Mr Monster.
Told him that I will be using mom's number for today.
Reach school and before assembly begins,
receive a text msg from him saying that
"Mornin sunshne!
The sun says hello!
Ok my gorgeous queen of choc.
I wanna bath now."
So keep texting him and now still waiting for his reply.
I'm just wondering,
what did you say to them to cover about us?
As i was talking with farah,
receive a msg from Mr Monster.
He still otw to school and his mp3
is with ninie
and his sis mp3 is with her fren.
How forgetful you are!
Haha..
I just miss you.
I MISS ZALI BLOODLINE!
*find out yourself what does those means..*


Missing You & Hatting Her..
Sunday, March 29, 2009

Its has been long I’ve not continue writing my stories. I’ve been busy with schoolwork and also dance practice and most importantly missing my Mr Monster. When he came back from the barbeque pit, we didn’t really contact each other. He did call me only after I text him and ask “So did you have fun?” I was happy to hear his voice as I miss him so much. That is also the point of time I hear him said to me that he really miss him. I also did miss you Mr Monster.
I miss talking and text with you all day long. As you really said that you wanted to be the one that I wanted to be with, I still really hope that you will, as I do want you to be that person. You said that feel free to share my problems with you but the main point is that people who know my stories and problems break their promise and let the whole world know about me and starting insulting me and that’s the reason why I’ve been such an emo and always have strange feelings.
Not all people are trusted but when we give them the trust and all that they will do is to abuse it. That is not what I want. I just have enough. I don’t mind getting hurt but I do mind getting insult all by my own friends which I really do trust them. What’s the point having a real best friend when they are actually don’t really sincere to be your best friends.
Thanks all for everything...
I thought that you were asleep. But when you call me, I felt so happy to hear your voice once again. Today I'm not sure if I'm sleeping or not cause I'm baking at 4 in the morning just to bake my so called besties birthday cake. Go on and say or even show that face after all I don't need it at all. You may show it to yourself and not me. I jsut don't need that look of yours. Just keep it to yourself. What type of bestie who talk bad things bout their own bestie?I really don't get you.


Great people..Crazy mates..
Saturday, March 28, 2009


CRazy people, crazy mates..
Pictures taken in class when the teachers are not in yet..
Great people, great fun..
That's the day when they make me lol.
It was a great day after all..
Lazy to elborate more..
Enjoy the photos.






You + Me =?

The girl in that picture is missing the guy in the picture below.
The girl was insult by someone saying that she _ _ _ _ a lot
but actually the girl didn't even want that to happen.
The guy smiles and make lame jokes a lot.
She's just missing you so much.
The girl is just so depress.
only 5 or 6 more weeks to mid-year exam.
She's left far way behind and
the guy is having a long break.
It's fun for him but not for her.



Great and tiring game..
Friday, March 27, 2009

Great just came back from school and was god damn tired.
Today have a match with Coral Sec.
The score was 16:24 if I'm not wrong.
It was a triring game after all.
Although we lose the game,
we tried our best and play the game on our own as
Coach Izzati and Yun Yun won't be able to come foe the game.
How sad it is to play a game when your coach and also teacher in-charge weren't there.
We still have two more games to go..
Come on Brooksians we can do it.
This may be our last tournament so
don't waste the change to play your very best.
All the best to Northbrooks Netballer.


in school and lets talk about yesterday dance practice.
Thursday, March 26, 2009

Yesterday dance practice.
Here how the story goes.
Went out of the house at 5:30 pm and
meet Mr Monster at Yew Tee.
Meet him and went to Chinese Garden together.
As we were walking,
what a long chat I had.
Reach Yuhua CC and was 1hr early.
While waiting for the rest,
we have a great chat again and also,
let him play my PSP..
He enjoy playing it till there's no more battery.
Now lets jump to the practice..
Get inside the dance studio
and ask Mr Monster to dance Salsa.
He insists and ask me to dance with him.
I insists.
As he was talking with Muzy about the
songs and so on,
I spotted a white hair on his head.
Blah..Blah..Blah..
Then wira & Ninie arrived..
Then i started to be such an emo and
I don't even know why..
She's tired and her left eye is in pain at that
point of time actually.
But she just hacked care bout it cause
she came down for practice to meet Mr Monster
and also to have fun but
initially,
it didn't turned out how
I wanted it to be.
As i begin to be such an emo,
told farah to call me and have a chat with her
since non wants to talk to me I guess..
After a long chat with farah,
I have a chat with Mr Monster again..
Babes and hunks,
I'm sitting here all alone
being such an emo and i don't why.
Something wrong with me lately.
I feel so tired easily.
Wads up with Sheeqeen?
After dance practice,
all headed to Mac Donald as they wanted to have a bite.
So follow them..
As they were enjoying their food,
I starts to be an emo again..
Listen to music and doing my own stuff..
After all those eating, walk to Chinese Garden Mrt station and
along the way have a long, nice chat with Mr monster.
It was a great chat after all.
"you say to keep it to myself rite. but now it's obvious"
Although it is obvious, they still
don't really know the real story.
I trusted you to keep the real story to yourself.
I'm gonna hacked care about this cause
after all,
I've enough about what people want to say about me
cause its my life and not theirs.
Next..
Asked Mr Monster,
what if i want to back out from this crew?
he strongly didn't let me to.
actually the main point is not because i feel so
left out and lonely.
the main point is basically that i can't coped with my studies
and I'm poor at time management and also because
of someone who make me so small.
I've thought of this many times but,
the thing is that my soul is in this crew and
I can't bear to go off just like that.
Dancing is my soul but why must there be someone who make me so small?
I will try must be not to be out of this crew but
How i wish that cruel person can stop making me feel so small
and also stop being such a _ _ _ _ _!
You are my soul
and I will never let you go
You are my soul
and I will love you for being my soul
You are my soul
and you will never fail to give me the energy to dance
You are my soul
and you give me life
You are my soul
and thanks alot for being one.
You are the monster under my bed
and I'm not afraid of you
You are my clown
as you never fail to make me laugh
You are my one and only
MR MONSTER, MR CLOWN
ohh god i'm missing in your eyes and
I miss you.


Currently this week has been very busy for me & I'm missing you..
Tuesday, March 24, 2009

School just reopen & all those teachers
are chasing for homework's..
Great.
I only did Malay, History, Math(not al li guess)
Great huh?
So Monday went to school as per normal with my prepaid with
only $0.17. So didn't text Mr Monster that morning..
Arrgh..
I miss MR MONSTER..
Reach school and was the first person from
3I to reach..
so sit at hall and read mr monster msg.
As i was reading,
firah text me and ask,
" babe, you go school alr eh?"
reply her and prepaid was god damn low..
Continue reading and Ellyza reach..
On by one reach and soon the
hall is full of students & teachers..
Assembly begins..
After all those singing...
Mr Steven Sim, brief us about the assembly programme and
also told as that this week is
Arts Weeks
I guess..
Blah..Blah..Blah..
After all hiss talk,
there was a performance by the RSAF music wad la..
Its kind of boring cause the were using Chinese intruments and
played a slow boring Chinese song..
I felt soo boring..
So didn't really concentrate on their performance and have
a long chat instead..
That's enough about Monday..
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Tuesday, 24 march 2009...
Went to school as per normal but
I was almost late..
During assembly,
teachers keep talking and new event coming up..
The open a graffiti course only for first top 50 sign ups..
the opening of school gym and also we can loan sports stuff and so on.
They also open a guitar club..
I wasn't interested at any one of those..
Went back to class and start lessons..
In class took some pictures and laugh out loud..
Ellyza just can't stop doing her stupid stuff..
She make me laugh till i got tears..
Thanks Elly..
Here comes to the part that i hate..
It was Chemistry lesson and i felt so tired..
have a nap..
SUDDENLY..
the teacher wake me up by kicking the table stand..
how rude is he..
I know that its my fault for sleeping during lesson time but
can't you just wake me up in a nice way?
THANKS A LOT..
after you kicked those tables leg,
I've a headache..
I just don't bother to elaborate more about it la.
after his lessons,
it was physics..
luckily the teacher didn't come in..
so i have soo called a free period..
During that lessons,
Elly begins to make me laugh again..
it was funny though when you see all those
stupid stuff that she's done..
Enough about that..
IT WAS LUNCH!
so text Mr Monster..
text..text..text..
felt boring and ask him to call me..
& he did!
so have a 1/2 an hour talk with him i guess..
it was great talking to you ..
your voice really make my day..
how i wish i could talk to you forever..
ur cartoon voice never fails to make me laugh..
BTW!
i dun have a cartoon voice like you sey..
it is just so great to talk to you and i really hope that we
will talk often!
If I wanna cry,
will you borrow me your shoulder?
If I wanna a hug,
will you be there for me?
If I want someone to love,
will you be the one?
If I'm missing someone,
That person is just YOU!
MR MONSTER I MISS YOU LOTS!


Talk by Mrs Low on 23 march 09..BORING!

Voice Up..
Why is that so?
So taht we could express ideas & also opinions(make suggestions)
Slove problems..
Don't be afraid to let things out & be
CONFIDENT!
Go beyond limits:
1)In relationship --> number: CCA, Class,Recess
--> types: different races & nationalities
2) As an offensive communicator--> suggestions
-->ideas
_______________________________________________________
How to communicate offentively?
1) Build up--> self-esteem, self-awareness
--> good range of vocabulary
________________________________________________________
To be a good communicator,
you should set targets.
socialising & make friends: use great words & NOT nasty words to them
________________________________________________________
All five steps will lead you to be
COMMUNICATOR
STEP5) VOCABULARY
STEP4) CLARITY
STEP3) IDEAS/ KNOWLEDGE
STEP 2) CLEAR MOTIVES/ VALUES
STEP 1) SELF-AWARENESS/CONFIDENCE
_________________________________________________________
So don't be afraid to say whatever you want to say
when it is actually the right thing to say.
Don't be afraid and speak up.
YOU!
Must have confidence at talking and DON'T be
AFRAID of anything!


Currently doing nothing..
Sunday, March 22, 2009

Hey people out ther..
Still not have my lunch yet.
Still missing Mr Monster.
Sigh!
How I wish that I'm out with my Mr Monster right now.
Everyone out there must have fun right now I guess.
Great, just came back from shop and guess what i buy.
Prawn crackers, Chocolates, hot & spicy potato chips and also ribena.
A lot of food isn't it.
Currently eating them.
God damn boring at home sey..
Mr Monster save me.


Have fun shooping today Mr Monster!

Just wake up at around 12 noon. Check my hp and receive 1 msg from Mr Monster.
“Good Morning gorgeous! :)”
So I did reply his msg and till now waiting for his reply. Today I’m sure his going to have fun shopping with the family and all. Suppose to follow him but thanks to mom for nagging at me and make me not to go out but after all this week I went out a lot times. Almost every day I
went out.
“Tak boleh bilang dier ke that my family ajak?”
“Oh ok la. I tot I wanna have fun wif u 2mrw.”
I’m sorry that I can’t tag along with you and your family. There is always a next time. I really hope that you gonna have fun today.
Great everyone having lunch right now and I am having my breakfast. Mom still has not cook lunch. Still wondering what she’s going to cook today. Still hungry though. Enough about food.
Ohh great he reply my msg alr.. Am happy cause I've been waiting for his msg for some time.
His out and his hair is covering his left eye like an emo kid and he really likes it. He wanted to rebond his hair and i ask him why. He wanted his hair straight ashe like it straight and his hairtip is curl and he don't like it. But I like it curl.
Told him that i like it curl and he change his mind and don't feel like to rebond his hair. Look, it's your hair and not mine. If you want to rebond it just go ahead bout I like it CURL!.
"I wish u were here wif me rite now. Cam tk puas jumpe gtuh."
Ya right. I wish that I'm with you right now having fun together. But my mom just don't let me out today. There is always a next time kae. Can't wait to meet you on Wednesday dance prac.
Have fun shopping today Mr Monster.


It was your line & i hope you meant and nowsince you read i hopeyou keep to urself.

It was 1:51 in the morning and I’m still blogging and also texting with Zali Bloodline.
“I think, I couldn't’t sleep. Ha-ha. I feel so weird right now! Feel like hugging you and cry inside. Why is it so hard to know whether the person likes you or not? Hais."
Do you really mean it when you say it? Like you said no wonder you felt so lucky after today is 22 March and the number 22 is your favourite number indeed. How I wish that you really mean it. I did tell you to keep it to yourself and I hope you really did because I really trust my Mr Monster and also my Mr Batman.
Since you have read my blog, I hope that you really understand and really know how much you mean to me right now. All I ever wanted is to talk to you all day long and to get to know you better. But it is just so hard to talk with each other. I really hope that one day or even now we are talking with each other non-stop and didn’t even let anyone to stop us.
“Yeah, I can’t stop reading your blog. It touches me. Now my heart feels so different.”
“Sry if i really cnt type smethng dat i really wanna say to u. Anw, nice bg....luv skull lots, although urs is cute skull, hahas. N sry if i nvr get to go out with u ystrday. Family comes 1st rite? Hope u feels great always like mine. Hoping to c u smile always. Tc gorgeous! Luv u! Xo”
It was your line and I really hope that all those line you said, you really mean it. Now since you read my blog, I really hope that you will keep it to yourself because I really
TRUST MY MR MONSTER & MR BATMAN..!


Stupid spammers

You guys should be lucky enough to be able to read my blog.

I know who is the real spammers right now.

No point hiding your identity after all it will be reveal one day.

Want to spam people blog huh?

Go on and don't regret when one day what you spam will happen to you.

Go and get a life..

Why wasting your time spaming on peoples blog.

Do you know that it is so cruel?

What if it happens to you?

I'm sure you don't like it and so do us.

No one likes to be spammed.

So just back off and stop spamming.


Will you be my monster?
Saturday, March 21, 2009

How I wish you are my monster for always.
Can you?
You reflect the one that i wanted to be with.
Will you?
All i ever wish is that you will be the monster,
mr batman &
the one that I wanted to be for always.
Will you stay to be them?
I miss you Mr monster, Mr Batman!


I love you, I miss you Mr Monster.

Yeah! My monster just top up his prepaid and I’m so happy. Now I have my monster back to keep me alive. Now blogging about him and at the same time, texting with him. How I wish he is just next to me to really keep me entertained. Since he just top up his prepaid and soon my prepaid is getting low. But I’m sure going to save money so that I can top up my prepaid before it is low so that I could really text him and also talk to him at the same time.
To my dearest monster, you are like a precious stuff that I always hold on to it for always and never want to let go. Will you promise me that you will be my monster for always?
You may not know how happy am I when you text me using your number. I was relieved as at last you top up. I feel like talking on the phone with you right now. I miss your voice so much. I’m sorry that I can’t follow you tomorrow as mom keep nagging and school work not really done. Hope you have fun without me following you tomorrow; there is always a next time.
Why are asking me if you could be trusted or not. It’s you; you and not I and I don’t really know you that well and you already asking me this kind of questions. Actually I don’t really know and you have to find out yourself. But if you are not a trusted person, whatever I told you, I really hope that you could keep to yourself. After all I trusted my monster a lot.
I love you, I miss you Mr Monster.


an outing with my girlfriend ellyza.

As for today, suppose to go out with five people, Zali, Farah, Wan, Ellyza & Azfar. But unfortunately, both Zali and Wan have family outing as for Farah, her mom don’t let her out and Azfar, promise someone that he will go for don’t know what la. So end up, only me and Ellyza go out together and catch a movie at Orchard Cineleisure. So meet Ellyza at Khatib MRT station last cabin at around 2pm. I was late I guess. Have a long talk along the way and saw this dude which looks exactly like Aswandi. But he is the older version of Aswandi. They look exactly alike. Okay, enough about that. After a few stops, we reach our destination and quickly headed to Cineleisure as the movie start at 3pm. So we buy the tickets and we were lost at the moment. We didn’t even know where hall 10 is as there is no escalator that will lead us there. Opps, forget to tell you guys that we were watching Dargonball Evolution. Slowly find our ways to hall 10 and at last we find it. So we entered hall 10 and guess what, we were the first two to enter.
Many people said that the movie is boring but after all when you watch it, it is not that boring. It was a great movie after all. You guys should watch it. There’s so called many funny parts which I like most. I laugh out loud and wish to watch it again. To those who want to watch it but didn’t get the chance to, I do want to summarize about the movie but I’m sorry I can’t because I do have problems at explaining things. Hope you guys understand. So far it was a great movie. The main actor was indeed a hot dude. The movie was directed well. So next movie that I’m going to watch with my girls friends and boyfriends is The Confession of a Shopaholic. So to all my girl friends and boyfriends, do make yourself free on the weekends in two weeks time. Anyway, I will uploads those pictures that are taken today as soon as I receive it.


i'm still awake and can't have my sleep.

Its 2.57 in the morning and I’m still awake feeling so fresh. I guess I miss you so much till I have to blog about you tonight. I just don’t know what’s into me lately. You were right, since I’m in front of the laptop; I’m sure going to have a late sleep though. But I’m kind of bored actually. You were asleep and I’m still awake blogging about you. I will invite you to read my blog soon and hope that you will get to read all those post that I’ve post all about you. It’s not like I want to blog about you so much but lately, when I’m blogging, your name will for sure pop out in my bring and there is a need for me to blog about you. I guess this is the first time I’m blogging about a guy till late at night but its fun though. You have becoming to be my top topic of the month I guess.

You are my secret crush
My courage needs a push
I want you but I just can’t
When I try, I just panic
I love your handsome smile and
The way you rock your style
I love the way you walk and
The way you laugh and talk
I can’t stand to be away
I need to see you every day I guess
I need to hear your voice


i just can't bear to see you gone.

She is just like all of you but she wants to be with you. Although you and she don’t really talk much, she really hopes that both of you will. Every time when the practice ends, she actually doesn’t want to be apart from you. She wants to be with you, talking to you the entire day and also to can’t bear to see you leave. She’s hoping that both of you will really talk much and pretend that no one is around you guys. She really hope that you and her will be best mates or even more then that when the day comes.

When we’re together,
I feel uptight
But when you were around,
It feels so right
My heart skips a beat when you glance at me
I’m scared if I tell you how I really feel,
You’ll turn me down and I’ll never heal
I don’t know what the hell to do
All I know that


Summerize for the previous post

As you can see, my previous post was indeed god damn long. So I’m going to summarize for the sake of those who are lazy at reading it. Basically, that post was actually about what happen during Friday 20 March 2009 dance practice and also about how she felt towards the guy that want to be the person that the girl wanted to be with.
Along the way, they have a hard time at talking with each other when they met but there’s a lots more to talk about actually. The girl is expecting the guy to say whatever he wanted to say to her but the guy just kept it o himself. The girl just doesn’t want anything to happen like how this poem goes:

He’d known her, his entire life
He always dreamed to be her husband
Just her smile made his hurt melt
But he never told her how he felt
Forever hope to have her here
Always dreamed to hold her near
But still he never let her know
Perfect chances past him by
But he just couldn’t tell this girl
No matter what he’d ever do
She still didn’t have a clue
But one day his whole world did end
When he heard news from a friend
About the wreck she’d gotten in
He’d never see her smile again
Now at her graves he softly cries
The tears running from sad eyes
This hurting guy whose heart is broken
All because of love unspoken

Read the long post and you will know how much this guy means a lot to the writer of this blog.


Was so excited to attend dance prac after all..
Friday, March 20, 2009

Friday 200309..
As for today practice, Zali told me to come early and yes I did but when I reach 704, all of them weren’t there. So I waste my time going to 7 eleven buying water and also chocolates. I bought three chocolates for myself and a bottle of winter melon tea. So then after buying all those stuff, went back to 704 and this time round they reach at last. Shake hands with them as usual. Then sit at one corner eating my chocolates and also drinking my winter melon tea. So did Zali, he sit next to me and have a chat. Asking me if I eat already or not and what so ever. He then told me that we were hungry and I offer him a bite of chocolate and he rejects it. Then he told me that he was thirsty and I offer him a drink and this time round he didn’t reject it. Since he was hungry and wanted a fast food, told him to buy a burger as Mac Donald is just nearby. He gets his wallet and uses his cap and asks me to accompany him to Mac and yes, I did accompany him. Zali told everyone that we are going to Mac and everyone especially Teddy said“Going to Mac or going somewhere else?”
we just hacked care and went straight to Mac Donald.
After that, we headed back to 704 and in the middle of the traffic, he suddenly put his hand on my shoulder and pushes me to move forward and I was like “wait is this for real or just a dream?” He didn’t dare to bite or even kiss me but he did dare to so called hug me. I was shock at the moment but at the same time I felt really happy and I just don’t even know why. After all not all guys show that they do care towards their friends. As we were reaching 704, he asks for a bite of chocolates and I feed him. It was sweet after all. As we reach 704, we sit next to each other and finish our own food and then start practicing. Before we did start practicing, he told me to imagine that my hand is full with chilli sauce and he will bite my hand and it going to be delicious for sure and i said that he didn’t even bite me how does he knows that it is delicious. Sometimes Zali jokes are funny and sometimes it is lame though.
After all those chit-chatting, we begin to practice. We keep practicing the same thing and I started to get bored. So I sit at one corner, eating chocolates again. As usual, Zali never fails to impress me with all his moves. I was like watching a movie sitting at one corner eating chocolates and snacks and being impress with all his unexpected moves. As practice strting to get so boring, everyone starting to sit at one corner doing their own stuff except for Zali,Teddy,Wira and Faz whom keep practicing to break. Speaking about breaking, Zali did ask me if I wanted to learn how to break. I do want to learn how to break but the thing is that I’m not that confidence. I know that you have asks me this before but I’m just not too confidence to be a B-girl. I do want to be a B-girl but iI just need some time as I don’t really like the way Ninie reacts while practicing because I’m sure she going to let out a big and loud laugh.
The reason why I’ve been acting like an emo kid is actually because of Ninie. She let my self –esteem down and also she make me so small until I’m afraid to show the real me to you guys. Actually, I myself don’t even want to be such an emo. I hate emo so much but to certain people emo reflect me so much but actually I just hate to be such an emo. Although emo do reflect me most of the time but actually being so emo is not my real personality. All i need is just one person like you to teach me and help me to get out of the shell that I’m stuck in it. Although we just get to know each other, to me it’s like we have know each other for years. I really hope that our friendship will last long.
Although I have these feelings that tell me that Ninie and also Faz know about us, I just hacked care because all those feelings and the words that I used are true and I really hope that there is such word as US in the world. I really hope that we could still keep in touch although someone or something out there is stopping us. Why should be bother about them when actually it is our friendship and not theirs? Although we barely talk during practice, meeting you in each practice is a great enough but if we really do talk a lot it would be much better. I know that you to want to have a long and great chat with me but time and also certain people are not letting us to have such a long and great talk. I know that there’s a lots more to talk about together but why aren’t we talking when we meet? I know that every song they play to, you going to do some moves that will never fails to impress me.
I love the way you rock your life, the way you dance and the way you live your life. It’s like so different from all those people that I knew. You are like the one that I want to be with for always and also the one that I always wanted to have. You did say before that you wanted to be the one that I wanted to be with and I still hope that you still want to be the one that I want to be with a now, I really need someone like you or even a clown or a joker like you o be with me as I’m indeed stressful and depressed as you seem to be the one that I really wanted to be as you reflect the person that I want to be with. I really hope that one day you will be that person hopefully not one day hopefully now then.


Bestie for now..


As you can see,
those two people up there
are basically my best friend for now.

I hope that we could be as close
as how we are right now
and hope that no one or even anything
to break our friendship apart.

Thank you, friend, for all the things
That mean so much to me--
For concern and understanding
You give abundantly.

Thanks for listening with your heart;
For cheering me when I'm blue;
For bringing out the best in me;
And just for being you.

Thanks for in-depth conversation
That stimulates my brain;
For silly times we laugh out loud;
For things I can't explain.

For looking past my flaws and faults;
For all the time you spend;
For all the kind things that you do,
Thank you; thank you, friend.




I admire you soo much
Thursday, March 19, 2009


I have a crush towards this guy
but i don't know if he knows
about it.

Its like so hard for me
not to contact you a day and
it seem like you are the clown that i always need.

Thanks for all the sweet chocolates
and also for making my day and cheer me up
when I'm really depressed.

When we text, talk or even chat with
each other, you will never fail to make me feel so hyper
as we always talk bout all those nonsense stuff.

Its like we have known each other for long
but when we met,
its like so hard to talk to each other.

There's lots to talk to but
the people around us is like making us not to talk to each other
or maybe both are too shy to talk with.

I have a secret crush,

Who is in a different age,
Even though we are far away,
I still see him during dance practice..
I met him,
Just every Wednesday and Friday,
A look in his eyes,
And I have fallen to him..
The questions is,
Does he like me ?
Accept me for who I am ?
And, fall to me too ?
I would rarely see him,
When I get the chance to see him,
My heart leaps with joy,
My cheeks would turned crimson red..
I enjoyed talking to him


Back on Track:

Friday 20 03 09:
Dance Practice & get to meet YOU!

Saturday 21 03 09:
Out with NeanaaBby & Ellyza
to catch a movie

Sunday 22 03 09:
Maybe going out with YOU!
HOPEFULLY CAN!


Young scientist at work










Tuesday 17 03 09,
went to school and assemble at
around 1230,1245 hrs..

then headed to
Ngee Ann Poly for the
Chemical-E-Car course..

first half of the course
was indeed BORING..
BUT..
when it comes to the hands on part,

me and my team members
was like a
YOUNG SCIENTIST AT WORK..

after all our
chemical car get to move
the furthest

great course after all..



This is wad happend during nana celebrations..
Tuesday, March 17, 2009

HAPPY BELATED 15th BIRTHDAY TO
NANA-PARANOIA


Look,
I'm lazy to elaborate
so please
take a look at all those pictures
and
understand whats happening
during nana b'dae celebrations..

*those cupcakes are made by me,ellyza n also neanaabby*





















Yesterday 160309..
right after taking Malay oral,
have a bite at 600+ then headed to Farah house..

Suppose to start baking as fast as we can
BUT..
we watch ghost video until we are
short of time..
quickly get things done and start baking
ASAP!

Quickly bake and get things ready and
headed to
BOTTLE TREE PARK
to celebrate NANA belated b'dae..

get things ready at bottle tree park

and chit-chatting bout NANA..

have a long chat and didn't even realize that NANA is reaching and we are not done with the touch up for the cakes...

Quickly make a quik touch-up..

then sing NANA a b'day song and wish her a

BELATED HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY..

After eating all those cakes half-way,

saboing begins..

All thanks to Ellyza, my hair all got flour..

But hers was the worse instead of the B"DAY GIRL..

So far it was a great b'dae celebrations for

NANA..

* will uploads the pictures on what happen
at bottle tree park soon..*




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