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290609 Dance Performance
Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Supp Readers?
Those photos are taken on 28 June 09..
I'm lazy to elaborate.
Enjoy those photos & the Video at the end.

Down there its Didee & Mamat Exist.

Featuring 22 Beatz Squad

Us again..

Check out those sexy pose.

Didee & Teddy

That's 22 Beatz

Hot stuff among the girls huh?

Back with us again..




Down there is the video performance by the
22 Beatz Squad.
Enjoy it..




Forever is not enough. it is just an imagination.
Saturday, June 27, 2009

Forever is not enough….

I don’t know when to start
Am just thinking if forever will be enough
To express the love
To show the world
How much I care & love…

We have just started as friends
Until sometimes that we can’t deny
The love that is budding inside the hearts
Taking chances to grow deep inside
Reaching out everywhere
Even the deepest secret of my spirit

Forever isn’t enough
To show how much I love you
The love that can go beyond
The skies up and above
Even.. life never ending story..

Forever isn’t enough
For me to show how much I love you
Feeling the love within my heart
Making the sun shine even at night

Forever isn’t enough
Because I love you ouh so much
The love that will carry me/you/us
To the path of purity… and eternity....

.......

you're my heart and soul
So when I miss your touch
You send my mind on a stroll

My thoughts wander
From good times to bad
From moments we squandered
To enjoyments we had

But try as I might
I just can't seem to run
From the love you incite
That can't be undone

When I try not to think
Everything I see
Is all just a link
To thoughts about it

My only salvation
From thoughts about you
Is my imagination
That keeps me from being blue

I imagine a world
Where trees are cats
Where colors are swirled
And mice chase bats

But even here
My love can't hide
Cause when you appear
It is as my love one.

I guess it is just and imagination of my life.
I guess it is just a love of my own.


sorry for the dead blog
Sunday, June 21, 2009


Sorry for the dead blog readers. I know how dead is my blog and I don't need you to tell me cause this why I'm here to post. So basically I really miss school and those people in that picture. Guess what yesterday mom went to J.B. and I miss the beach party. Didn't get to go any of that due to having FEVER! Worse temperature I ever got 39.8 degree Celsius. I've been having that fever since Thursday and it got worse on Friday night. This fever have cause to miss lots of things. DAMN! One more thing just had my health check on 16 June. Went to H.P.B. have a talk with the doctor as usual and was shock to hear that the condition is worse and I get to see how my backbone is so out of range. Its like "S". Can you imagine to have a backbone which looks like "S"? Like WTH & WTF! And because of that it has cause me to have breathing problem. One by one.. After this what's next? I just don't know what is it that going to happen in life. I hope that I could live my life the way it use to be with the people I love and the people who I care and want to be with. I wish that I have my own world which to dazzle around with the guy that wanted to be with meand I want to be with, glitter every where with my love ones, dance with the crew that will always united as one, live my dreams in becoming a well-known dancer & BE ME! Friends out there, you know me right. I'm a type of person who love to imagine this and that.. People out there you should try to imagine each and every time.. Imagine you could do this and that.. Imagine you could be this and that. Imagine is just so great. So bear with my blog cause I'm going to post everything that I've imagine the next post.

Insanity,
SHEEQEEN DEMENTIA


I miss them and I need them
Monday, June 15, 2009

Thanks for being my sec1&2 bestie & till now still regard you as 1.

I May Not be Able To Dance Wif You Guys Anymore.

I Miss The Fun We Had Together.

I Miss Playing Netball Wif You.

I Miss All the Fun We had But We Both Just Need Our Own Space.

Thanks For Being Wif me When I'm Really In Need.

To Those In tat Pic, Thanks For The Joy & Laughter.

Thanks for the birthday celebration, I Appreciate it Alot.

Although We do fight for our dance spot, I really have fun dancing with you guys.
I hope you guys will stay as you are & no longer misunderstanding among each other.

I miss our best times together.

Our very first outing together is remembered.

You both have soo much chemistry & enjoy laughing ur ass out together.


See all those picture up there?
They are the people who appear in my life.
Some of them are no longer close friends with me.
I just miss most of them.
I miss
Firah,Ayunie, Fatynn,Wanie, Nana, Sha, Ellyza & Farah Liyana.
I miss all the fun time we had together.
But I guess some of us aren't meant to be friends.
I'm just so worried right now.
I'm scared that I won't be able to dance again and
I need my friends to read this

I need them
I need their hand to hold
I need their feet to walk
I need their strength to guide me
I need their courage to talk

If you're my friend you'll help me
you'll be there because I need you

I need your hands to hug me
I need you to tell me don't cry
I need you to support me
I need to hear your heart say don't worry

I know my friends are angels
I need them right now
I need to hear your choir sing
I need to feel the joy you bring
when it's over I need you most because,
I need your smile to brighten my day
and I need your wings to carry me away

Friends & love ones
Thaks for everything,
Thanks for those hugs,
Thanks for the chocs,
Thanks for the concern,
&
Thanks for being my friend.


FAKE GIRL!
Sunday, June 14, 2009

Be Urself & Not Other People

I trust you to be the real you.
But end up I myself found out that
You are not you.
How sad it is to say that the one
Who I call a friend with a heart and ears to listen to my probs
Are actually not a friend that have a heart and ears to spare for me.
Like you said be you & not others
But what about you?
You are actually being other people and not you.
What is your motive?
Don't be sumone that is so fake.
Come on tell those people out there that
You are not that person.
If I can show who am I actually,
Why can't You?
I tot that it was really you.
I admire ur features so much
But end up that person is not you.


I juz wanted to be near you!
Tuesday, June 9, 2009

"I only wanted to be near you and
Dream as if I'll live forever, live as if I'll die today."

June holiday or shall I say summer is here.
People are enjoying the summer but not me.
I'm so stress thinking about my health condition right now.
Damn, why must you get even worse?
Backbone condition is getting worse and I may not
Be able to dance again.

I may have to stop something that I love to do.

I can't seem to see what are my dreams.
Somewhere there's someone who dreams of my smile,
And finds in my presence that life is worthwhile.
So, when I'm lonely remember it's true:
Someone, somewhere is thinking of me

Is what I thought of.
But is that someone really there?

I don't really know what's up in life.
Life seem to be more and more complicated.
Sometimes it is just so hard for me to handle it.
But at least I got someone by my side to make my day
Like how someone who used to.
I may not be like the old me cause
Now I'm use with life full of
Tears, Hurt, Suffer, Joy & Laughter.


"I only wanted to be near you"
What do I mean by that?
See that picture up there.
It has 4 different caption.
"Lost without you."
"Do you see that name."
"Hate you for making me wait."
"I'm lost take me home _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _."

The one who said
"I wanted to be the guy you wanted to be with."
Till now I'm still wondering are you saying it for fun

Or you really mean it.

Happy 14th birthday to Aisyah!

You must be wondering who is the girl up there in that picture.
Well she is actually Zali sister.
10 June is coming and she's going to turn 14 soon.
Wish you all the best in everything you do..
All the best in turning the clock backwards like you wanted.

Do score good result in the end year exam especially
For Math and DnT.
Well till here syasyah.
Happy 14th Birthday.

Go to below link to listen to Zali
1st ever song.

http://www.imeem.com/bulletz4life/music/gHKWk02a/blood-line-integrity/


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