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DEMENTIA
Tuesday, July 28, 2009

"I invoke the power of three,
But stand aside to relate,
There's a duo found in trinity,
Kindred spirits who create."

I thank this special pair
Without naming it,
Not this time.

Sometimes the best and beautiful things in the world
cannot be touched nor seen.
But it is actually left in the heart.

Side by side on miles apart,
good/best friends are close to the heart.
I miss you FIRAH, FATYNN & NANA!

As time goes by,
waiting for you this time is so not worth it.
The wait is just a pain in the ass.

I'm lost right now.
Lost in the world of trinity.



25 07 09 outing with nana-paranoia
Monday, July 27, 2009




Hey Supp Readers..
Basically I just spent my weekends
With Nana-Paranoia!

Firstly we headed to Youth Park
To catch the
Da Showcase Hip Hop Dance Competition..
And also the performance by gee..

Secondly spent our time
eating at our fav place..

Thirdly spent out time
laughing & chit-chatting!

We had a great talk..
We had a great stories to tell.

Now then the both of us know
what exactly that
each of us a facing
right now at this point of time.

At times you may see us laughing
in or out of school
but in fact
we are actually
hiding our bad moments
and trying so hard to cover it from getting seen.

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Happy Birthday Sheeqeen Dementia
Friday, July 24, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHEEQEEN DEMENTIA


Hey 20 July is so over
I dun really celebrated my birthday..

To:
Syasyah, Wanie, Muzy, Teddy, As, Nana, Farah L., Syaz, Rodhi,
Zali, Fatynn, Hidayah, Belle, Susan, Bin Jie, Hidayah,
Mr Lin, Ayunie, Eliza, Farah A., Fairoz, Raden,
Nafrie, Nina, Apit for the birthday wish.

To:
Firah & Syasyah thanks for the presents & cards.

To those whom I didn't mention,
thanks a lot for the birthday wish.

You people must be wondering how I celebrated my birthday huh?

This year birthday, didn't really celebrate it.
But why?
It just seem that I dun stand to celebrate it.

Went home after school & Cried.
I cried as I miss the havoc that I had with my dad
as we celebrated my birthday.


Outing Wif Nana & Naddy
Sunday, July 19, 2009





Hey Supp Readers..
Ytrd was the first ever outing with Naddy..
Don't be so shock to see us together in that picture.

It was indeed great..
Those falls make us laughing non-stop..
Only we know wad falls..
Haha..

Although Naddy & me don't really talk much in sch,
But we seem to click well with each other.
It was a great outing after all.

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Check out my new hair style..


Hey supp readers..
I did cut my hair before school reopen..
People are so made at me for cutting my hair.
But I'm just gonna hack care bout it.

I do like my new hair
But at the same time I hate my new hair.

My sis says tat it's kind off emo
& it suits me alot.
Haha..
Fade I'm sorry,
My hair turn out some how like emo.

I know that you don't like it
But it's already done.

Belle I'm sorry that I cut my hair.
I know that u are totally mad at me.
I know how much you like my long hair so much
But I guess my hair need a change.

Enough talking bout the hair..

Tomorrow is the big day..
I want a bunch of CHOCOLATES Please.



WOW I'm Tired of assignments..
Friday, July 17, 2009


3 MORE DAYS TO GO!

Hey supp readers..
Just came back from dance prac..

I should be sleeping rite now but I choose
To blog instead..

Wow..
I'm indeed tired.
I'm indeed stress..

Firstly, coursework need to be done by
TUESDAY 21 July..
Secondly, project work,
need to start doing the proto-type..
Thirdly, everything must be done
by this month.
It is just so much to be done..

DAMN!
I'm freaking tired sey..
Can you give me a bunch of chocs
so that i could recover from all this..

CHOCOLATES I NEED YOU!

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Can I have a bunch of chocolates?
Wednesday, July 15, 2009




See up there?
Can I have them from you on
20th July or even earlier?

I've been CRAVING for chocs
lately.
Been weeks since I had chocs..

Will you be the first to give me
a bunch of chocolates.
Chocolates has been my
medicine for anything.

Once i receive a bunch of chocolates,
you won't see me stop eating it.

Chocolate is yummy
It is my favourite food
I always eat my chocolate
Even when i'm in a bad mood

I think that chocolate is really good
I eat it most of the time
I'd do anything for chocolate
Even doing something stupid

You can buy all sorts of chocolate
Top Deck, Caramel too
Everybody has a favourite
What chocolate do you choose?

Chocolate is really cool
It has always been the best
Lollies, Toffee, Ice-cream
It is better than the rest

So what are you waiting for?
Buy me lots and lots of chocolates and
I will love you.


Sick for days..
Thursday, July 9, 2009

Just imagine you are having high fever
for days & no one care about it
& all you get is scolding for not doing house chores.


I wake up the next day and seem to have fever.
I thought that it was just a slight fever and I ignore about it.
But my ignorance has make it to get worse.
My first temperature was 38.5
But then it got worse to 39.4

I told my sis but not my mom.
Cause after all it seem like
I'm living with my sis and not my mom.
She doesn't seem to care every time when I'm sick.
So why bother to tell when she don't even care.

My sis can't help to bring me to see the doctor.
But at least she's here next to me taking care of me.
So that Monday, instead of continue doing my coursework
I was sleeping having rest.
Till I hear a loud voice asking me to wake up.

"Wake up & enough with the sleep.
This is ain't a hotel.
We don't have housekeeping service here.
Wake up now & start doing the house work."
I'm sick & still was told to do the houses chores

I ignore that voice & continue with my rest.
Hoping to get better by night.
But it got worse.
Still have not gone to see the doctor.
Still hearing that voice bothering me asking to do the house chores.
It bother me so much that makes me do it.

I just can't imagine that I'm sick &
Yet I'm doing the chores instead of resting.
The day is over with all the work done &
Not my coursework.

Here come Tuesday.
Instead of going to school here I am still sleeping.
While the others are already in school studying.
Get a call from Ms Foong asking about me.
Told her that I was having a fever and
I was told to see the doctor.

I told mom that I REALLY REALLY
Need to see the doctor.
I have to wait till 3:30pm.
Get another call.
But it was Ms Foo.

She said the same thing too.
After seeing the doctor,
I text her telling that
I won't be in school for 3 days.
Be back by Friday.

I was bored the whole day.
So I compose this:

Wish I could be with you
Love with you
Be by your side
And never be apart

Cause all I want is YOU
But not him
Why must you make it
Soo difficult for the both of us

We've been waiting for these days to come
To bring us together as one
but now you're there
And I'm here waiting for you

Counting the years, months, weeks,
days, minutes and seconds
That took you
To be right here next to me

But now here I am
At the very first place
Where we met
In the dance studio

Dancing in the studio as I wait
Dancing all alone
Day and night
Till I'm all weak

Till you walk in
That door
And see me DEAD
Waiting for you.

So what do you think bout it?
I need you comment..

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I juz want love
Friday, July 3, 2009

I Just Want LOVE

I wrote this in my handbook as I thought of you the whole day and till now.

I thought that nothing could compare
To the magical romance
That you and I had come to share or not to share.

But as time passed, feelings deepened,
And my closeness grew
A real and lasting love with you is awaiting.

You care for me in all the ways
I want and need you so much.
I’ve felt your warmth and tenderness
With everything we did together.

I know I can depend on you
For support and honesty,
That patient understanding
That you always give to me.

There’s a special kind of happiness
That only love can bring,
And I’ve found that happiness with you
You are my everything
But am I your everything?

I just want the love to keep flowing from you.
I thought that I already did found you
But I'm wrong I guess
Everything tend to different and get back to how it is
and went back different again.

What's going on?
I just don't understand.
Can you explain everything?
Don't stop the love flowing.

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Dance prac is kind of boring juz now..




Its thursday & as usual there is a dance practice. And as usual i will always came late. Reach the dome and everyone was like sitting listening to the music through handphone speaker. And I was like WTH, why aren't you guys practicing cause usually when I came, I will see them busy practicing for the DXO thing.. But not today.. Everyone especially Muzy look so fuck up as the power switch can't be use.. But I'm still wondering why aren't we using the dance studio just now.. Nvm about that.. That vid is taken almost the end of the practice.. Enjoy watching yall..



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