Yesterday dance practice.
Here how the story goes.
Went out of the house at 5:30 pm and
meet Mr Monster at Yew Tee.
Meet him and went to Chinese Garden together.
As we were walking,
what a long chat I had.
Reach Yuhua CC and was 1hr early.
While waiting for the rest,
we have a great chat again and also,
let him play my PSP..
He enjoy playing it till there's no more battery.
Now lets jump to the practice..
Get inside the dance studio
and ask Mr Monster to dance Salsa.
He insists and ask me to dance with him.
I insists.
As he was talking with Muzy about the
songs and so on,
I spotted a white hair on his head.
Blah..Blah..Blah..
Then wira & Ninie arrived..
Then i started to be such an emo and
I don't even know why..
She's tired and her left eye is in pain at that
point of time actually.
But she just hacked care bout it cause
she came down for practice to meet Mr Monster
and also to have fun but
initially,
it didn't turned out how
I wanted it to be.
As i begin to be such an emo,
told farah to call me and have a chat with her
since non wants to talk to me I guess..
After a long chat with farah,
I have a chat with Mr Monster again..
Babes and hunks,
I'm sitting here all alone
being such an emo and i don't why.
Something wrong with me lately.
I feel so tired easily.
Wads up with Sheeqeen?
After dance practice,
all headed to Mac Donald as they wanted to have a bite.
So follow them..
As they were enjoying their food,
I starts to be an emo again..
Listen to music and doing my own stuff..
After all those eating, walk to Chinese Garden Mrt station and
along the way have a long, nice chat with Mr monster.
It was a great chat after all.
"you say to keep it to myself rite. but now it's obvious"
Although it is obvious, they still
don't really know the real story.
I trusted you to keep the real story to yourself.
I'm gonna hacked care about this cause
after all,
I've enough about what people want to say about me
cause its my life and not theirs.
Next..
Asked Mr Monster,
what if i want to back out from this crew?
he strongly didn't let me to.
actually the main point is not because i feel so
left out and lonely.
the main point is basically that i can't coped with my studies
and I'm poor at time management and also because
of someone who make me so small.
I've thought of this many times but,
the thing is that my soul is in this crew and
I can't bear to go off just like that.
Dancing is my soul but why must there be someone who make me so small?
I will try must be not to be out of this crew but
How i wish that cruel person can stop making me feel so small
and also stop being such a _ _ _ _ _!
You are my soul
and I will never let you go
You are my soul
and I will love you for being my soul
You are my soul
and you will never fail to give me the energy to dance
You are my soul
and you give me life
You are my soul
and thanks alot for being one.
You are the monster under my bed
and I'm not afraid of you
You are my clown
as you never fail to make me laugh
You are my one and only
MR MONSTER, MR CLOWN
ohh god i'm missing in your eyes and
I miss you.
