That guy up there is

Z or should I say its M.M.

Find out yourself who S & H really is.

I've found it myself that it is rather H & not S anymore.
It is just so obvious.
H have everything but not S..
S is just wasting her time loving or even giving her heart to Z..

You can make it obvious and so do S..
She's been missing Z or rather she call M.M.
You know it or not, S just don't get what's your point of doing so.
S just want everything to be out.

S want the old Z back.
She's just wondering what is it that Z is hiding from her?
Z are you afraid to confess everything?
S knows that it is H and no longer S.

S is just upset to herself.
Crying asking what is the problem actually.
Until her blog turn out so emo and dead.
No one knows how S really feels except for certain people.

Z, S is waiting for you.
Although it may be something bad,
although S is not ready to hear anything bad,
S hope that it will turn out like how
Z and S use to be.

Z please stop hiding things in circles.
S is waiting for you.
S is making everything so dead in her life.
Z, do want to see S so dead and making everything in her life dead until she don't even believe in herself?

So do you guys that the story now? I hope that you guys did. What should I do now? What should I say? Everything just doesn't seem right. I just want things to get back like how it use to be. But the main point is that we can't force love. What is it that going to happen next? After you then who? Who going to be my M.M ? Who going to replace the monster under my bed? Who gonna be my banana(don't think wrongly)? Who is it gonna replace you? WHO?

You tell me what's going to happen? Go ahead with H all you want but I just want to know when you said " I wanted to be the guy you wanted to be with", do you really mean it or what? Are all this just an imagination or a fantasy? Is it meant not be to real? So what is it? Things are getting in circles and soon bedroom gonna full of tears. I just don't understand and don't get what's your motive of doing and saying this. Stop saying and making things in circles. S have enough of all this. Just stop taking your own sweet time. Confess to S now! S is hurting and crying! S want the old Z or rather M.M. back. May she get the old ZALI BLOODLINE Back?