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Just another picture.Just another story.
I just don't know what's up with life.
Things just not like how it meant to be.
Things seem to be very difficult.
I know that i need to get over it
I know it wasn't true
but why is it that when i try to sleep my mind just circles back to you
i want to believe that it's gonna be okay
I'm lying to myself because I know its not
i almost forgot
what it was like to see you every practice
knowing that it was just me and you
why did you have to go
i wanna forget about the past and say its okay
but then I'd have to live with that everyday
i would feel so low
so i guess i have to let you go and wait
that's what they say right
if you love something let it free
if it comes back it s meant to be
i guess I'll just know
i look at your pictures and the text message
hoping it will make me feel some what better
but it only makes it worse
i have so much anger that i have to let out
if i don't I'm afraid I'm gonna do something i might regret later
god i hate _ _ _ _ _ _
my eyes start to water and my hands begin to shake
all this pain of waiting is more than i can take.
And as I sit here on earth
Missing the one that are not here
I hope and pray
That you are all fine
But I still wish you were here
One more Monster
One more Clown
One more Jokes
One more Smile
One more time I want to hear
Your voice or your laugh
I sit and think
How much I did wrong
How much time was wasted?
The scream and the anger I have towards you
How much time I lost
With the hard time I gave you or
You gave me
When that time could have been spend
For that one more Monster
one more Clown
one more Laugh
I feel so alone
Because YOU are not here
But I know YOU are in a better place
And I wrong for feeling this way
BUT No one can blame me for that
because All I wanted is
One more Monster
One more Clown
One more Jokes
One more laugh from YOU.
