SMALL PEOPLE

I don't want to repeat the same old stuff again.

Let's get things clear.

I'm just an ordinary girl who love to change into the new her.

She change until she found someone who could stop her and be the real her.

Its you Muhd Ghazali.

The one who appear that helps me to find the real me.

When you appear in my life things goes smoothly.

I found out who the real me is and what I wanted to be.

You whom appear in my life means a lot to me.

You tells me what does the word LIFE really means.

You tell me what to do when I'm depress.

You teach how to be the real me.

You teach me things that I don't even know.

But things are different now.

I used to have a monster under my bed.

I used to have a clown everywhere.

I used to hear a cartoon voice before I went to bed.

But now all of it is gone.

Gone for good or bad.

I don't know where the monster gone to.

I don't know why the clown gone missing.

I don't know why the cartoon voice is fading away.

I don't know why every thing's gone.

I don't know what's happening.

All I wish is for:

1 Monster.

1 Clown.

1 Cartoon voice.

To stay with me like how it use to be.

Now I don't even recognise myself.

I don't even know who am I right now.

I don't even know what makes me to be me anymore.

I don't know what does my life means without having my

Monster

Clown

Cartoon Voice.

Its you Muhd Ghazali.

You are the one who makes me feel me.

You are the one who knows how to make my day when I'm down.

You are the one who help me find the real me.

You are the one who tells me what is right and what is wrong.

But why did you go so sudden?

I still need you.

Can't you explain things?

Can't you talk things out?

You did read my blog and you already know what I wanted to say to you.

But what about you?

Its your turn to make things clear.

I've done with my part.

Stop making things in circles.

Like I said in my previous post.

I don't want when I talk things out I will be the one to get hurt.

Its your part to talk things out now.

So that no one gets hurt.

I'm waiting for the day to come.

Till now waiting for you to say everything.