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Yesterday was a havoc at home. Its all started of with little sister.
And I get the scolding more then her.
The blame was put on me
When i wasn't the one
Who is at fault.
I get the hurt.
I get the tears.
I get the pain.
I get the bruises.
But not her.
All she gets is just a nag
from mom and not more.
It is so not fair isn't it?
Trying to say she younger among all?
That can't be.
They way she reacted towards me all these years
Show me how much she actually
Prefer, love, care & concern them more.
She's like making me the outcast among all.
I just don't understand her
And so did she.
She seem not to bother how
Hurt and pain i was in.
To her it feels just right huh?
I just need a comfort from someone right now!
Daddy come back.
I want you back.
Why did you have to go.
It's just not the same without you.
It makes me sad every time i see those photos of yours.
Mommy's always nag.
She's always yelling too.
She makes me cry a lot but not as much as you.
I'm always thinking about you.
Your always making me teary-eyed.
I love you daddy why did you have to go.
I miss you a lot but you obviously don't know.
Otherwise you wouldn't have had to go.
God makes me mad because he took you away.
It's hard not to cry but i go anyway.
Sometimes when I'm all alone and i have time to think.
I think about you and i cry and cry and cry.
Some people think "oh you should be over this"
But then i think to myself you don't know how it feels to be in this pain
or to how hard it is to make it go away.
Friends & teachers try to help me but it doesn't help at all.
My head hurts all the time, especially when I'm about to cry.
Its hard to type down these words as tears blur up my eyes.
When i try to speak about you and then i start to cry
I miss you daddy why did you have to go.
Please came back.
Life is not the same without you around.
Labels: Hurting for me but not you.
