
Its 12 Sept and currently the time is around 6:15 am when I type all this in my hp.
Thought of blogging early in the morning but then the laptop is in brother room and I don't want to disturb him sleeping.
Lately I keep having strange feelings towards the life im in right now.
With family seem to be in havoc most of the times to friends whom taking my spot or the place in life and acting like nothing happen.
To them I may not realize any changes.But indeed I do realize the changes.
At home I was the outcast, with friends I'm just the one that is full of mistakes.
Is it me or you that matters most?
In this life, I thought that I was the playmaker of my life. But then it seem like I'm not the one who is the playmaker of my life.
I just don't understand this life anymore.
I only got one life and I want to make it work. But then people around at times just don't want to see me to make it work.
I want to lead my life my way. I want to be the playmaker of my life and not you. I want our dance prac to be like b4. I want to be there with M.G.B.I instead of you being with my mates.
Everything change when you appear and it seem like I was seen gone in M.G.B.I.
Its a matter of me or you right now, right here at this moment.
You seem to be so selfish towards me and my life.
Can you get out of my way?