SMALL PEOPLE

I've been absent from school twice this week.
I don't even knw why is that so.

I know that I shouldn't be.
I've been feeling so down lately.
Yet no one bout it.

I'm glad that no one knows.

I just want to be alone in this life of mine.

Crying on the inside seeing each and every single thing

That is happening in my life right now.

People say that you lead your own life.

But for my life,

Its not me who lead it.

Shall I say its already been prdicted by people.

Everything seem to be plan.
First to go was him.
Nxt gonna be me isn't it.

I was making a joke and you said that,

Ya its true what.

How sad it is to hear that.

Thanks guys.

It really shows that you guys don't need me.

You didn't text me nor to inform me

About anything regarding out pratice.

Am i still part of the crew?

Shall I leave the crew?

I may not be crying on the outside.

But inside no one knows.

Sometimes when I say that

"I'M OKAY", I want

Someone to look at me,

In the eyes, hug me

Tight and say

"I KNOW YOU'RE NOT."

I've been missing lots of people in life lately.

Especailly DAD!

I hope dad is still here with me.

Listening to all my sorrow stories.

Giving me encouragement and love.

I've been feeling so hurt lately

Due to something else.
I just don't wanna mention it.

I bet that

You guys still may be wondering to the

"_____" on my hands.

I hope you guys understands after

Reading this post.

I'm just feeling so hurt and down.