So many things have go on in life.
I've been not coming to school often.
Getting sick much more easily then before.
And not coming for CCA often.
Just had career day just now in school.
I've still not decide yet which path and which course I want to be in.
ITE-Hospitality Operation
NAFA-Dance Choreography
NYP-Retail Management
-Hospitality & Tourism Management
RP-Tecnology & Arts Management
What do I really want?
I still can't decide.
I still need help in life & choices.
I'm just having a hard time.
With family, studies, friends & choices for life.
I'm just dizzy & don't know what is best for me yet.
Gosh this is irritating.
I know I did wrong for misleading you that wayI know I was wrong for saying that.
Why do I feel the way that I do?
Acting like it was nothing, when inside we both know
We used to be such a good friend
But now it seems that has come to an end.
" I searched for acceptance from others
I craved from one then the another
To place myself in the middle to see
Looking into the faces that would accept me
Fulling the need of love
Does not come from them but deep within
I am standing in front of a mirror
Looking,searching and saying 'what happen'
Tears seek from my eyes rolling painfully down my face
Thinking should I ended
The thoughts were horrible and breathtaking."
They use to cheer up my life.
But not now.
I miss the 3 of them.
Especially Firah.
Last Friday just had green life concert.
She suppose to perform with us but she quit.
This never happen before.
When we want to perform,
We will always perform together.
But not this year.
Everything change.
This is what happen when you got so many friends.
Fadz is att.
An is M.I.A.
Won't be able to contact fadz often then.
As for An,
I don't even know where did he gone to.
I use to have people to
Laugh with day and night,
And talk all day long.
But the best people of my life
Are slowly, slowly gone
And next might be me.
To fadz:
I hope you last long with her.
To firah:
I'm sorry as it's just hard to communicate now.
To An:
Where are you?
I miss my guy friends and
You especially Firah.
How I wish that you never make that decision C.B.
