She's sick and breakdown again.I'm glad that exam are all over but.
I've just receive my result and
All I can say that it is totally badly done.
Worse result ever I've ever got.
As I receive my result from Ms Foo,
She give me a look of disappointment.
What can I say?
After everyone get their result,
Fawzy, myself, Nikki, Hafiz and a few more
were told to stay back.
What else will she said if its not regarding our result?
Every single one were ask:
What are your problems that lead to this result?
Many said due to laziness.
But my answer was:
Too active with outside activities.
After listening to all her advice n nagging,
Headed home and felt sick.
As I lay on my bed staring at my result,
Tears begin to flow on my cheek.
I ask myself,
is the the result that I want for my N level?
I can't answer to it.
If the way I am right now,
I can't possibly show an outstanding improvement just like that.
My mind are full with soo many stuff.
Am I really ready for tomorrow?
Am I ready to face the future?
So many question that I can't answer.
Things are playimg up on my mind.
What shall I do next?
It is really a disappointment.
