So I sit here all by myself
With no-one to talk to and no-one to phone
People always see me as a petite and problematic person
But deep inside all I want to do is cry.

14 more days to mom birthday.
20 more days to fizah birthday.
15 more days!

Exams end this Friday.
Tomorrow is math paper 2 and physics.
For the past few papers,
All I can say that it is all badly done!
I wasn't ready for all this shit & so is N level.
I can already predict that my prelim result is gonna be my worse result!

My brain are just not functioning like how it use to be.
I don't seem to be able to concentrate doing my exam.
What's going on with me.
I just need a break and can I run away from all this papers?

And he's back up on my mind.
Have I make a wrong move?
Who is that admirer?
.......

Shall continue this some other time.