" Do you see that girl staring into space? If you were to ask what's wrong, she would say nothing, when in reality it's everything. She's sitting there wondering what she did wrong, what she could have done differently, how she would have changed it if she had the chance. And if she had the chance to go back and do it again, would it end with the same result? That's why she stares."
I just don't know what to decide and what to do next in life. People keep saying finish up with your secondary stuff and go to Poly or ITE then decide from there what you want to do next. Its easy for people to say cause maybe their life are not as hard as mine. Talking about it every single time make me just wanna stop.
School starts tomorrow and I'm still left with a few more physics questions waiting to be done. Brain are just not thinking anything about studies/dance. I feel like doing nothing.
Dance pratice is tomorrow at 4:30 and if i'm late, fine $2. Can't afford to be late. That's the new rule for the girls crew and I'm not sure about the guys rules. Everything and everyday is a new begining but I have to see it not as a new begining cause I just can't.
And I shall end with this:
"Sometimes, too much happiness can be frightening. Cause you know, things end."