It’s not about how many people call you and it’s not about who you’ve dated, are dating, or haven’t dated at all.
It isn’t about who you’ve kissed, what sport you play, or which guy or girl likes you.
It’s not about your shoes or your hair or the color of your skin or where you live or go to school.
In fact, it’s not about grades, money, clothes, or colleges that accept you or not. Life isn’t about if you have lots of friends, or if you are alone, and it’s not about how accepted or unaccepted you are.
Life just isn’t about that.
But life is about who you love and who you hurt.
It’s about how you feel about yourself.
It’s about trust, happiness, and compassion.
Life is about avoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance, and building confidence.
It’s about what you say and what you mean.
It’s about seeing people for who they are and not what they have.
Most of all, it is about choosing to use your life to touch someone else’s in a way that could never have been achieved otherwise.
These choices are what life’s about."
Holidays are coming to an end.
And I'm finally finishing all the holidays homework.
School are opening soon and school stuff are not yet ready.
Brain still thinking of going out to chill, drink, eat & fun.
Holiday are suppose to revise and do revision but I'm more into doing other stuff.
Most people are spending their holidays with family and friends.
But unlike me, just rotting at home and go for all girls crew dance practice.
It seem like I'm not in the mood for holidays nor school.
Life seem to get even worse and I don't even know how does tomorrow looks like.
17 July or 24 July might be my last dance.
I'm just not to sure of what I really wants.
So many things are up on my mind and I can't seem to decide.
Full time listening ear seem busy working and it seem like he ain't got the time to listen/talk/mit up anymore.
But it's okay, I have to understand that he's having his attachment though.
When school reopens I just hope that friends won't ask anything bout my left hand or whatever regaeding "June Holidays."
June 2010 seem to be a bad moment for me.
I just can't wait to say goodbye to June and welcome July.
July is near and so many July babies are waiting for the month to come.
3 July-Fyqah 15th Birthday
12 July-Azfar 16th Birthday
13 July-Ndy Dreamgirl 19th Birthday
20 July-Small People 16th Birthday & Khairi 18th Birthday
That's bout it I guess or is there more people that I miss out?
I'm not yet done about June anyway.
Today is 24 and tomorrow is 25.
25 June marks 2 months of my "friendship" with eshut parker.
1 month of relationship and 1 month of friendship.
What will happen on Friday?
Should I text him or just forget about it.
I just don't know.
I've been missing him lately.
I thought that I've manage to forget bout him but it seem to came back.
Shall end here with..
