Let's get things straight.
When I say "Brain still thinking of going out to chill, drink, eat & fun" in my previous post, I didn't mean as in to get drunk or what so ever. People say that you can post anything you want on your blog but not everything. That is what I'm doing in that post actually. Not everything has been said about June holidays.
What I'm trying to say is that drink=normal kind of drink & eat. I didn't expect for you guys to think that far. But you guys did and what can I do bout it. I was feeling so down during my June holidays and there are things that happen which make me say that "Brain still thinking of going out to chill, drink, eat and fun."
At home there's nothing that I can do, eat or whatever. I'm facing harder than before. School gonna starts in few hours time and I know I should be sleeping but I just can't.
I'm not yet ready to face you guys.Cause I know you guys gonna ask "how was your holiday." I don't want to talk about it. June holidays are not really spent much with you guys, but it's ok, you guys had your plans.
Most of the time, I just stayed at home, rotting hearing Mrs Come Back Home nag and get erm..
I didn't expect life to turn this way. But what can I do? I'm just hoping for the better. After reading text message and Belle blog, I felt so down till I break down again and again. Guys I hope you guys really understand what I'm trying to say. I can't elaborate more.
And I shall end with this:
Most of the time, I just stayed at home, rotting hearing Mrs Come Back Home nag and get erm..
I didn't expect life to turn this way. But what can I do? I'm just hoping for the better. After reading text message and Belle blog, I felt so down till I break down again and again. Guys I hope you guys really understand what I'm trying to say. I can't elaborate more.
And I shall end with this:
"I have a lot of problems in my life that I don’t like talking about. I’m a complicated person and no many realizes that. People look at me and judge me but that’s okay they don’t know me. I honestly feel alone in the world, like no one understands me, but I hope that one day maybe, just maybe someone will. The world is a crude and horrible place that we live in and I’m starting to realize that now. I’m starting to realize who’s going to be there for me and who’s not. Meeting new people is making a difference in my life, for the better, hopefully. I see more and more people hurting me each day. From the things they say to the actions they take, they're breaking me down, slowly."
