“Sheeqeen Dementia is broken,
Woke up realising it was already gone long ago.”
Am I done with you guys?
Am I not part of you guys?
Why say so?
We seem to do far apart not know about each other.
“Step tk npk, sombong.”
Use to be 5 and now it's 3 and 2.
Sometimes it feels like I’m the outcast among you guys.
Sometimes I just feel so left out till it makes me not welcome to you guys.
All 5 have different thoughts.
2?
One only thinks about enjoying and freedom.
One feels so confuse and controlled.
3?
One is sweet, tall and lovely.
One is a comfort when I’m down and a good listener.
One just has so many stories to be told and its fun to hear somehow.
At times I just don’t know to whom I belong to be with actually.
I just miss my girls, laughter’s, outings.
I just miss you.
And I’m sorry.
“Sheeqeen Dementia is broken,
Woke up realising it was already gone long ago.”
Who am I in your eyes?
I’m here by your side trying to help you in life.
But at times we just don’t seem to be friends.
Woke up realising it was already gone long ago.”
Am I done with you guys?
Am I not part of you guys?
Why say so?
We seem to do far apart not know about each other.
“Step tk npk, sombong.”
Use to be 5 and now it's 3 and 2.
Sometimes it feels like I’m the outcast among you guys.
Sometimes I just feel so left out till it makes me not welcome to you guys.
All 5 have different thoughts.
2?
One only thinks about enjoying and freedom.
One feels so confuse and controlled.
3?
One is sweet, tall and lovely.
One is a comfort when I’m down and a good listener.
One just has so many stories to be told and its fun to hear somehow.
At times I just don’t know to whom I belong to be with actually.
I just miss my girls, laughter’s, outings.
I just miss you.
And I’m sorry.
“Sheeqeen Dementia is broken,
Woke up realising it was already gone long ago.”
Who am I in your eyes?
I’m here by your side trying to help you in life.
But at times we just don’t seem to be friends.
At times I’m just too good to be your friends.
I just want to make things clear to you that I need my space too.
Most of my time are with you and I didn’t really get the change to be with my friends.
I need my friends too.
At times you just don’t like me to be with my friends.
I’m wondering why that is so.
If you don’t like them, doesn’t mean I can’t be with them and it’s not like I have to be with you most of my time.
I just want to make things clear to you that I need my space too.
Most of my time are with you and I didn’t really get the change to be with my friends.
I need my friends too.
At times you just don’t like me to be with my friends.
I’m wondering why that is so.
If you don’t like them, doesn’t mean I can’t be with them and it’s not like I have to be with you most of my time.
I’ve spend so much time with you and I need my friends too.
You want to meet or hang out with your friends I allow and let you have your space
But whenever I wanted to be with my friends I just have to give them excuses till it make them cancel the plan and all.
You want to meet or hang out with your friends I allow and let you have your space
But whenever I wanted to be with my friends I just have to give them excuses till it make them cancel the plan and all.
I'm just sorry and I really need my space.
I won't be by your side for the moment.
Most of my time are wasted and I need them.
"Sheeqeen Dementia is broken,
woke up realising it was already gone long ago."
I know that it is hard for us to meet.
Can't you just understand that I'm just too busy with my stuff.
For goodness sake,
We are just friends and I need my space too.
You wanted to end this friendship this way then I'm fine with it.
Just take care of yourself.
I won't be there for you anymore.
It's going to be gone and you won't see me for long.
"Sheeqeen Dementia is broken,
Woke up realising it was already gone for long."
I'm broken.
I'm alone.
I'm lost.
I need my space.
I need my friends.
I need my time.
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